I Ramble: 29 November 2016

In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

I am mentally dry. Work has drained me to 0% in my mental capacity for it. I believe I have tried my best and I have committed myself to it to the fullest.

But today just seems to be another reason why I should go.

I don’t want to talk about it.

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And He is Knower of all things. – MM

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I Recall: 29 November 2016

In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

2009/2010

I forgot the exact year. Hahahaha! I remember it was close to the end of year and there was this thing at Suntec whereby you write your wishes on big balls and they’ll let them float on the Singapore River. This was mine:

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I think if anything, it shows that I am an ambitious person. Despite me being emo and desiring for love, I expressed my aspiration instead.

So I am an ambitious person with horrendous handwriting. Toinggg.

Well, at least I got to somewhat live the dream? Hahaha! As part of our assignment in university, we were tasked to enact a press conference. I had to play the role of the president of a company. I forgot most of the details so I’ll just let pictures speak for themselves:

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Well, who knows? Maybe one day I will end up in the hot seat for real. I love that Nokia Music Xpress phone of mine by the way. I quite miss it.

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And He is Knower of all things. – MM

I Recommend: 28 November 2016

​In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

I woke up feeling psyched today, all charged up for Monday, with the song below in my head. I am hell-bent on finishing up my portfolios for the upcoming Parent-Teacher Conference on Saturday!

And He is Knower of all things. – MM

I Relate: 27 November 2016

In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

I remember telling le boyfriend before we became a couple that our hellos are short and our goodbyes are long.

He noticed it as well but we both just laughed it off.

I also remember him telling me that while debating with himself if he should confess to me, he thought about what if I should stop talking to him one day.

I can’t remember if I’ve told him that I had thought about that as well…the possibility of him being with someone else and even if he said we should stay friends, I know for sure I will cease all casual contact with him out of respect for his lover. I mean, we would still communicate as maybe bandmates or collaborators but that’s about it. I wouldn’t be as close anymore because no way am I allowing myself to receive a text from another woman again regarding a man. I should never be subjected to that.

And then, whadya know… tiuuuuuu ceplok!

I guess goodbye was never meant to be in our shared journey.

And He is Knower of all things. – MM