I Ramble: 29 March 2018

In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

I’m finally feeling the pressures of having a wedding in less than two months. Mostly because le fiance’s health has been deteriorating, which leads to me worrying if he’s fit enough to stay at his current job and if he will have enough time to get preparations done on his end.

And after yesterday’s talk with Khairiyah, I’m supposed to buy lingerie as well. But I’m not sure if I can even get any at this point due to financial uncertainties.

And well today is the start of four consecutive morning shifts.


And Allah is always watching, Allah is always fair, Allah is always looking, and Allah is always there. – MM

I Ramble: 22 March 2018

In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

Yep, I decided to delete my recent angst-addled post. I think, I actually didn’t need to write it at all if I had told le fiance all about it in the first place. Whenever he listens, it’s as though the whole world listens to me. So just sharing with him is enough to be honest. I realise that is why I don’t blog or vlog often anymore. He is enough for me.

However, I still do vlog and blog because I do get that journalistic bug from time to time.

Like right now.

I must say that it has been a wonderful ride with le fiance so far. So many ups and downs for the past one year and one month plus that we have been engaged. Now we’re less than two months away from finally reaching that milestone each of us has been dreaming of for a long time.

I have been sitting on my ass on a lot of things in my life. But after yesterday, I’m more inspired to hop onto the wedding wagon.

“Make it work.” – Tim Gunn of Project Runway

And Allah is Al-Rahman, the Most Beneficent. – MM