Metropolitan Muslimah

Bismillah.

HELLO!!!!

I ISSA HEREEEEEEE!!!!

That’s two months of not blogging and here I am trying of something to post. I’m not a very interesting person but well, let’s whip something out of the blue.

How are you? Better than me, I hope. I’ve been stricken with food poisoning for the N-th time in my life yet it’s always quite an experience each time. It’s okay! I’ve finally got myself some charcoal pills that I quite swear by so hopefully I will be done with this malaise soon because I have a lot of work to do!

There is something deeply personal that I’ve been holding back, that I’ve to keep holding back until everything’s cast in stone and then maybe I’ll get to briefly mention it. Maybe.

Right now, I’m kind of living like a driftwood. I’m not really sure of what exactly I’m supposed to do, feel, or think at this point so I’m just trying to, as much as possible, preserve myself at least.

Ew, the cramps are coming back again, ew.

Right now, I just want to get well, really quickly and get back up on my feet again. Be myself again. Make music again. At least sing again. Life has been difficult but kind. I mean, I’m still alive. He’s still merciful towards me as ever but it’s me who hasn’t been as compassionate towards myself.

Also trying not to throw a pity party for myself because as much as I don’t favour it, I tend to do it. Tsk, tsk. Wretched human.

Okay, the cramps are coming back again. This is going to be a long night.

Thanks for reading! I’ll be back with better content.

Sighs. What a life I’ve led.

And Allah is As-Sawboor, The Forbearing. – MM