I Ramble: 5 June 2016

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

Ay, just how do you be a good friend to someone who is grieving?

Now I just feel like some selfish spoilt little girl. &:/

Well, I did pray for his heart to heal. Other than that, best course of action is to give the man some space.

Wow, I am starting to mature a little bit more now.

Or maybe not? NYEHS.

Hello, Ramadan. I was very grateful to be able to greet you again that I was slightly more enthusiastic in my worship than I usually am. Alhamdulillah. Even during Iqra’ class in the afternoon I felt that rush of blood to the head when I recited some verses of the Quran.

The Quran is awesome! I love it!

Well, right now I am polishing up on my recitation of Yaasiin. Hopefully, I can recite it every night.

In any case, I am really in a happy place, in a happy headspace. It took me long enough to remove the toxicity from my life. I just can’t thank Him and him enough for helping me through.

Hmm…. what else can I do? Was really thinking of baking him some comfort food but would he want to receive it? Haiy haiy haiy…

Never mind. I will just try. Going to be a challenge baking while fasting. Gosh there are just so many things I wanna do suddenly!!! Hahahaha!

Life is beautiful to me right now, which is why I secretly hope that I can share some of my sunshine and rainbows with those under clouds of grey…

Ehehehe. Yes, I have rediscovered my passion for lyrical writing.

Push mo yan Nurul Huda.

And He is Knower of all things. – MM