Metropolitan Muslimah

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.

Can’t believe I still have 20 more days to go with just $50 left in hand.

I had about $100 but decided to buy a new rice cooker because my stomach is getting annoyed at eating undercooked rice.

I still have bills to pay.

However, I have been through worse. I think last month was worse than this month. I had to do GrabFood delivery almost every off day just to be able to get to my full-time job.

So I’m gonna chin up a bit. I think I’m going to withdraw socially too. I’m just not in the mood to talk to anyone and I’m not in the capacity to be anyone’s friend right now. Just wanna be by myself and be myself for a little while.

I haven’t been able to sit down and process anything lately.

I just need to work for 8 hours tomorrow. Maybe I’ll take myself out for a date tomorrow. Catch the sunset maybe. That will be grand.

And Allah’s love for me is grand. – MM