Category Archives: I Ramble

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. I don’t know if I was experiencing early signs of pregnancy with my hormonal rage last Monday and spotting last few days. But I think I was just experiencing weird symptoms at the end of my monthly cycle. So no baby for us yet!Continue reading “Super Cool Huda Is Super Busy; I Ramble: 22 January 2021”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. I wasted the entire day yesterday when I could have gotten a lot of things done. I’m deeply unhappy about that. And it’s always worse when I wasted it feeling deeply unhappy throughout as well. So right now I am determined to not letContinue reading “Deeply Unhappy; I Ramble 19 January 2021”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. I have to admit now, the Quran is my compass. I was looking for a little bit of healing from it. I just randomly scrolled through the Quran index on my phone and I landed on one of the chapters. Then I scrolled throughContinue reading “Not Meant For Me; I Ramble: 15 January 2021”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. I have decided that if I don’t feel, I won’t cry and that if I don’t cry, I won’t feel. Now all that’s left to do is to regroup and get back to achieving targets I have set for myself. Let’s pull it upContinue reading “Whether I Like It Or Not; I Ramble: 14 January 2021”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. I had to hold myself tonight just so I won’t crumble under the weight of my sadness. But I’m determined to stay on course and not allow anyone to even sense the sadness I’m holding in. And Allah knows best. – MM

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. I know it’s just been a day since I’ve mapped out the NH21 plan but let’s review it for a bit. I didn’t struggle much with the Quran reading plan. It was always very tempting to leave the prayer mat and do other stuffContinue reading “I Ramble: 3 January 2021”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. 2020 went by too quickly. Suddenly it’s 2021. I started off 2021 right. When I reached home, it was close to midnight. By the time I settled down, it was already 2021. Managed to read Al-Waqi’ah on the Quran. I intend to recite itContinue reading “NH21; I Ramble: 1 January 2021”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. I think I’ve shared enough sadness on my social media. I think I better get back to the daily grind. Even a newly made friend by the name of hdb_hydroponics on Instagram felt sad going through my stories. So that was quite something. MyContinue reading “I Ramble: 31 December 2020”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. It’s 3.24am now. I found myself waking up at 2.45am on the couch in the living room for the second time since last week whilst my husband had fallen asleep in the bedroom with the aircon turned on and the bedroom door left open.Continue reading “From Daunt/Dawn To Task/Dusk And Vice Versa; I Ramble: 30 December 2020”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. I couldn’t blog for the past how-many-donkey years as I had been occupied with events, socials, business, and work. I do feel extremely knackered. I’m not going to lie. It’s taking a little toll on my body. But as long as I can catchContinue reading “Little Old Me; I Ramble 25 December 2020”