I Romance: Love Letter to Beedin #1

12 September 2017

Hi, Bee!

Do you know how much I’m missing you right now? It’s so terrible! All I want to do right now is to talk to you but you’re unwell and you have a second-round job interview tomorrow at 11am…so all I can do is abstain myself from disturbing you on your cell. *cries*

Today marks the day we have known each other for a year and four months! Also, it’s our seventh month being engaged. And next week, it will be our tenth month of being in a relationship.

Feels crazy when I think about how we feel like we’ve known each other for 10 years already. Hehehe. Feels like we’ve been through 10 couple fights but amazingly, after each one, I always feel 10 times closer to you.

It’s also crazy to think that we’ve never been on a movie date. Would love to go on one with you! I want to watch that new Jackie Chan film that is coming out in October. Not sure about the release date in Singapore but by then, I’m sure we can spend some money on it.

Ooh, can’t wait, can’t wait! A litte pow wow ke pow action movie might do our heads some good!

Also, here’s a selfish thought: I truly wish you get the job and can bring home the vehicle, with the expenses that come with it fully covered by the company. It will be just like those times back then when you could pick me up from home, paktor, and send me home. Cars are too mainstream anyway. Being in a van with you has grown on me. So many memories! Hehehe. I’m sure you know which one I’m giggling most about!

I hope all will be clear and true tomorrow so we can both get on with achieving our goals together.

I pray that after tonight, you won’t have anymore medical setbacks so you can live and work peacefully without a worry.

I’m starting to count down to our wedding date. Suddenly it is September already, after all! Then it will be October, November, and December. Just a few months away from the end of 2017. Then it is just 5 months and less to our wedding.

And then you will never be physically alone again! Baeda will forever be by your side to terrorise you with her hunger comas. Muahahaha! Cook for me and feed me or else! Hehehe.

And you know what’s crazy too? The fact that slightly more than a year ago, we were mere strangers. You and I both unaware of each other’s presence. Yet, when we were united by His will, it was as though we have always known each other all along.

I am always so grateful to Him for bringing you into my life. Can’t wait for the day when I can just roll over to my side whenever I miss you.

Love always,

Your beautiful Bae. ❤

I Romance: 24 June 2017

In the name of Allah, the All-Compassionate, the All-Merciful.

Dear Bee,

Here are a few easy-listening songs for you to relax to while you are recovering. And well, okay, our favourite song at the end of the list hehe.

Love always,

Bae xoxo

P.S.: If you guys haven’t noticed, I have been signing off with Allah’s names (there are 99 of them), some were mentioned in the third video.

And Allah is Al-Qaabid, the Restrainer, the Straightener. – MM

I Romance: 25 May 2017

In the name of Allah, the All-Compassionate, the All-Merciful.

Dear my love,

I have just finished the last piece of paperwork that I ‘owe’ the centre. I feel very overwhelmed right now because I know the past week has been difficult for the both of us…and it may be until we have both reached our goals for the upcoming month.

Sayang, it’s really crazy how fast Allah is rewarding me for every difficulty I went through. Right after pulling myself together to overcome my final moments at the workplace, He rewarded me with our booking at Lagun Sari. I was looking at FaceBook and they have just announced that they were having a promotion — secure wedding date with just $100 — which we managed to do before the promotion was announced! Then there was me finishing the article for the company newsletter although it was dropped to my lap one week before I left the workplace, which we all found unfair. Nonetheless, I finished it last Tuesday, way after I have resigned, and within three hours. Right upon completing, my dad passed me the cheque from the company. Timely reward, wasn’t it? Lastly, after finally finishing the centre’s resource inventory list, which took two consecutive Saturdays in my final month of working and a whole chunk of my time after my resignation (days actually), I was getting ready for bed when I saw my cash collections…of overseas currency. More precisely, I saw Pilipinas Piso. My jaw dropped. I took down the glass bottles containing the overseas money and lo, in total, I had PHP511.25. It is good for two meals. Alhamdulillah! What a blessing duing these difficult times! In fact I even found a 50 000 Korean won note. If I change that I could get at least SGD45. I was so tempted to take it! But… I felt that it is best to leave it there until I need it. Maybe one day, I will be grateful to have kept it for a future trip to Korea again. Wallahualam bisawab. Only Allah knows best. I’m just very thankful to Allah for all the good things. I’ll take responsibility for the bad things.

I hope that we can both continue to seek help from Allah through patience and prayer. He always answers, just in ways we cannot imagine or in the time He decides when is best for us.

I’m going to miss you terribly, my darling. If you ever feel lonely, you can always text King. 🙂

Yours forever,

Bae ❤