In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
One of those days whereby I feel like I am out of control again.
I mean, how am I supposed to do anything when all I feel is tired?
Seriously, help la.
I am so behind my Great Eastern Women’s virtual run (see, you do not even know I participated in a local virtual run) because I have been so knackered from work that I don’t even have the desire to blog.
I don’t know, maybe aiming for the 4am club is not realistic? I think I have done better when I was aiming for the 5am club, and that was when things started working in my favour. Like meeting my husband, doing extremely well in my job, and I developed a very good habit of reading the Quran after Subuh prayers, which lasts to even today.
Okay, so 5am club it is.
I am giving myself until my 5th anniversary of my full-time job to see if I want to continue or if I had outgrown it. I feel like I’m starting to outgrow it. I am all for working hard together but when some things start not to make sense and you start getting frustrated because of that, then it is probably an indication that people are not meeting your wavelength anymore. So the synergy is gone.
As for my part-time job, I really need to pick up the slack. I need to force myself to generate that weekly report I owe my boss and start replying to his emails on time. I’m giving myself a deadline: tonight at 11pm. And I’ll need to complete the content creation by tonight at midnight.
Side note: I think I might be addicted to coconut water because I am craving for some right now but it’s still breakfast time.
As for all other commitments: 4V77V, Great Eastern Women’s Run 2021, Jenazah Management Course, Metropolitan Muslimah, Ruudee Huudee, Smiling Greens, Street MOB Clothing, and The Conqueror Virtual Challenge: Flower Route — I have yet to figure out the best way to go about this because I really do not have the luxury of time to fit everything into my schedule on a daily basis.
Even Jim Gillette of Nitro practised his vocals for 3-6 hours daily. How am I supposed to carve out that time on my work day?!
Headache. Maybe I’ll just have to do a little bit of everything and rotate one thing that I’ll give more attention to.
I can’t think of a better idea for now.
Let’s just run with this right now.
And Allah is Al-Quddus, The Absolutely Pure. – MM