In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

I am entering that silent depression mode again.

I am feeling the weight of my workload. The problem with feeling this weight is when you have to pull it alone instead of having the opportunity to share it with others.

Maybe I just don’t know how to ask for help? Maybe having all these responsibilities handed down to me leads to the mentality that the burden is mine alone to bear.

I need to enter Godmode already.

By the end of today, I will need to have done up two wall displays, submit a 100-word profile, come up with three different dance items for three different levels, and draft up a fundraiser proposal.


Allah knows best and He is the Knower of all things. – MM