In the name of Allah, the All-Compassionate, the All-Merciful.
Oh, I just wanted to make sure that you all understand that I’m not like super emo or depressed or anything. Yes, I had been quite emotional in the previous post but I’m actually feeling okay now. And it wasn’t like the whole day was a bad day, really.
In fact, I really want to bring this up:
Today, I woke up and saw myself in the mirror…
And I just have to agree with le boyfriend that I am beautiful, pretty, and gorgeous.
Don’t get me wrong. I still have my acne scars, I still have fats in the wrong places, and I still feel sickly.
For some reason…damn, I look hot. There was a certain glow in my skin. I ferl good, I feel light, I feel happy.
That’s what love does to you, huh? They say girls in love become prettier, which is why guys who used to like them may just question why they hadn’t seen that in the girls before.
Well, I will never forget the moment when le boyfriend held my chin, looked into my eyes and wondered aloud to me just how could no guy not see the beauty in me nor be attracted to me nor fall for me.
Well, I simply replied to him that maybe I was reserved for him.
But now, yeah, I find myself wondering the same thing. Hmmm…
Oh, well, c’est la vie. I’m very happy though that he finds me beautiful inside out.
And now, I have indeed come to believe him.
Girls, that’s what good boyfriends do for you. They remind you and reassure you and they NEVER tire of doing so. They build up your self-esteem and never will want it to be destroyed. Hence, it is easy to love them.
Because they give you all the right reasons to.
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah, for giving me the best man who loves me for my perfections and imperfections.
I love you so much, Bee! ❤