In the name of Allah, the All-Compassionate, the All-Merciful.
How do you fix your relationship with God? 
Sometimes it feels like I don’t thank and remember Him enough.
How do you maintain your relationship with your fiance?
Sometimes it feels like I don’t tell and show him I love him enough. No, I’m not coming from a bad space. Just that I feel so, so blessed to have this man in my life. He truly loves me and cares for me and shows me that very well. But I? Hahaha! My name on his phone is Baeda Sayang but his name on my phone is still Amirudin. Get the picture? Hehe.
But then again, he knows that I have an unhealthy obsession with people’s names. I like to ensure that I know their full names and that I recognise them by their first names. Instead of putting ‘Mom’ and ‘Dad’ and ‘brother’ and ‘sister’ on my phone, I have them listed by their first names instead. And yeah, I know he is not affected by such petty things unlike other guys because he is weird like that. And I’m weird. So. 😀
One of these days I’m going to sneak in an emoji beside my name on his phone. Hehehe.
Do you know why I’m suddenly having all these thoughts?
He told me I remind him of Belldandy from Oh My Goddess! or Ah! My Goddess! and I feel like, eh, sure or not? So many people will be choking on their drinks when they hear that! Hehehe.
I personally feel like I’m a far cry from Belldandy but then by now, we both know that we see in each other what the other does not see in himself/herself.
And Allah is As-Sami, the Hearer of All. – MM
Metropolitan Muslimah 