In the name of Allah, the All-Compassionate, the All-Merciful.
I haven’t slept a wink and it’s already 5:25am now. I might be in trouble over the lack of sleep because I have not one but two interviews today.
Of all the days to be so wide awake at night….zzzzz
Maybe retrieving le fiance’s mail wasn’t such a good idea. Oh, the things he was put through. D:<
When it comes to money, both of us seemed to be tested greatly. Money going out but money not returning when it should be. I think if the both of us were to survive in the future, we need tighter financial policies. Hahaha!
But actually, no, it’s not really a laughing matter when both of us keep getting suckered out of our money out of our kindness.
I need to sit down with him and re-prioritise our pending payments.
Yeah, I’m pretty sure now that I’m annoyed by the thought of people getting away with our money, enjoying their lives, while the two of us battle hunger, sickness, and limited funds.
But knowing him and knowing myself, we won’t be fighting to get our money back. Instead, we’ll be fighting to start our earnings from scratch. Yes, it’s very painful to be conned of a four-digit sum and for him a five-digit sum if not a six-digit sum. But because we are very thin on resources, all the more we should utilise those resources in growing them.
So please, please, please pray for us our affairs will be made easier for us.
I also cannot thank Nora enough for helping me through these difficult times and both Nora and Lyra while I was in the Philippines.
I am also endlessly grateful to Him for letting them both into my life because if we were to base things on first impressions, both of them would certainly not be my friends and I would be worse off right now.
And I can never fully repay my family for spotting me cash in my time of need.
As for le fiance’s health update, he’s still weak and drowsy. It’s been a week now since that fateful night. I think what kept me up as well beside the abovementioned frustration in life is my anxiety in finding out if he will finally be well today. At least well enough to follow me to a group interview by the Japanese retail company I mentioned before in an earlier post. He is still keen on an outdoorsy driver delivery job but I much rather he stays indoors with people around him in a well air-conditioned place and goes home with a higher pay.
But I seriously think my pitch to him would centre more on the air-con. Hehehe.
Wow, it is 6:07am and I am still not sleepy and I have to be out of the house in about two hours.
Hais.
Stay financially wise everyone.
And Allah is Al-Baasit, the Expander, the Munificent. – MM
Metropolitan Muslimah 