In the name of Allah, the All-Compassionate, the All-Merciful.

I crawled to work. Struck by severe diarrhea. Crawled back home and thankfully, my company is part of some medical health alliance group that allows me free consultation and medicine capped at $50 at participating clincs. Thankfully, the clinic closest to my home is one of them. So I didn’t have to come up with a single penny just now.

I learnt a difficult lesson today.

I also learnt that I have neglected both my soul and my body…all in trying to get confirmation from my workplace.

So I had to let go.

Suddenly, work is no longer important to me right now.

I just want to repair my relationship with Allah before it is too late.

There is a lot of lightning but no thunder right now.

Sometimes, when we have heard enough, we probably just need to see.

And I see it clearly now, I have to be kind to Nurul Huda.

And Allah is Al-Hakim, the Wise. – MM