In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

180118. Nice date!

Anyway, le fiance fell ill huhuhu. My poor baybee finally had to take MC from work two nights ago and after working last night, he relapsed and now he got hit by the flu as well.

Hais. I wish I was his wife already.

But it’s okay. Just less than four months to go. We’ll be together soon.

Oh! Yeah, as expected, I didn’t strike 4D. Hahahaha!

BUT! A close number came up as a starter prize instead on that day, 0095. I wanted 0000. How close, eh?

But I guess we were never meant for haram money.

Today is special to me in a different way. Today I realise just how much a man adores me. It’s something I’ve never felt like I was entitled to and it feels damn nice.

I still stand my ground; that le fiance coming into my life is the best thing that ever happened to me.

And it’s very very hard to put it into words.

And Allah is Al-Ahad, the One. – MM