I Write: Past

Derelict.

I remember when it used to be just

Panic,

In disarray.

Frivolous.

I remember when I used to be just

Flippant,

In freedom.

Take a walk in my past.

Peer into the looking glass.

I’ve learnt not to say that

The grass is always greener.

Fade to black,

Some memories.

But the feelings stay with me

Making me who I am today.

Intrepid.

I remember when all was lust and wander.

Gutsy,

In discovery.

Insipid.

I remember when love was lost and wonder.

Forlorn,

In misery.

Take a walk in my past.

Peer into the looking glass.

I’ve learnt not to say that

The grass is always greener.

Fade to black,

Some memories.

But the feelings stay with me

Making me who I choose to be today.

What’s done is done

But what good I’ve done,

Let those stay undone.

Published by Baeda

Born 1989. Female. Metropolitan Muslimah. Songstress. Teacher in the Early Childhood Care and Education sector in Singapore. Gooner since the signing of Mesut Özil on 2 September 2013. We won two back-to-back FA Cups since. Made my first trip to the Emirates on 10 May 2015 followed by my first home game against Swansea City on 11 May 2015, which we lost 0-1.

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