Days In The Sun

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.

I had a tune idea right before I fell asleep at 2am yesterday. I tried to pin it down in midi format using the piano app and I tossed it to Shike.

I woke up to him yesterday having recorded a guitar riff and he asked me to try playing mine to his.

So I tried it out and that’s when Beedin heard it and joined in as well.

Thus this baby was born:

I feel like I’ve achieved something in life although I played a teeny-weeny role in it and that it was only a 30-second clip. Still, I’m proud of it!

Another thing that I’m proud of is I finally finished creating my friend’s website. Head on over to 4V77V and support it! Buy a t-shirt! Haha!

It feels good to be productive.

It feels better to receive compliments that I don’t expect to get; that I’m passionate, enthusiastic, and resourceful.

It feels great to know that two people in total would like me to be part of their separate business teams.

It’s crazy.

I didn’t have to try to impress or sell my skills. I was just myself. I just wanted to help.

It’s crazier that once upon time, I was spat on like a piece of scum and my worth was never measured up to simply because I am nothing like the preferred lifeless art forms.

So there was never anything wrong with me.

I am… justified?

Vindicated.

I hope that I can continue to be this good person that I am.

And be even better in the future.

I think all of this came at the right time, right when I’m trying to identify myself as an individual. I feel like a jack of all trades, master of none. I know now that it is an asset and not a total flaw. I’ve been trying to figure out if I’m more creative or resourceful.

I guess we’ve locked it down that I’m both now.

I took this test: https://www.16personalities.com/.

This is my result:

And after reading up on my strengths and weaknesses, it all makes sense now. Hahaha. I would say that for me, being resourceful comes with me being creative, having to look out for ways to address an issue or solve a problem.

I can definitely use the word to describe myself now — creative.

Achievement unlocked.

And Allah is Al-Muhsi, The Accounter. – MM

Published by Baeda

Born 1989. Female. Metropolitan Muslimah. Songstress. Teacher in the Early Childhood Care and Education sector in Singapore. Gooner since the signing of Mesut Özil on 2 September 2013. We won two back-to-back FA Cups since. Made my first trip to the Emirates on 10 May 2015 followed by my first home game against Swansea City on 11 May 2015, which we lost 0-1.

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