“I’m starting to feel distant again.”

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.

I find myself lost and found myself here. I thought I can express easily what I’m feeling now. But the words just slipped away.

So, mood music — I think the song sends the vibes better than I can construct sentences to describe them feels.

About the upstairs neighbours? Well, I have been praying for them to be permanently silenced, to be honest, so that whoever lives in this house may live peacefully. Can you imagine an elderly couple moving in here only to be woken up rudely with loud noises? It’s not right. Especially not during the night when you’re supposed to be in bed.

Oh, God, there are a lot of things to update here. I did more than I thought I would do.

Still, it never feels like what I’ve done is enough.

Maybe it’s because I still don’t know what I want. How do you set out to achieve something you don’t even know you want?

And Allah is Al-Hayy, The Living. – MM

Published by Baeda

Born 1989. Female. Metropolitan Muslimah. Songstress. Teacher in the Early Childhood Care and Education sector in Singapore. Gooner since the signing of Mesut Özil on 2 September 2013. We won two back-to-back FA Cups since. Made my first trip to the Emirates on 10 May 2015 followed by my first home game against Swansea City on 11 May 2015, which we lost 0-1.

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