In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.


So I realised that my scalp may have actually been burnt as well because I can feel some scabs on it, especially on the lower part of my scalp, near my neck.

I wasn’t sure if I should pick them so I left them as they are. I’ve completed my antibiotics course a good few days ago and although I had the tetanus shot, let’s not risk any infection.

My upstairs neighbour has been incessantly noisy the whole day today and the banging on my ceiling was absolutely mental.

I digressed.

I haven’t been particularly productive today as I was mostly rolling around.

Well, I did manage to read a chapter of the book my mom gave me.

I also caved into the PlayStation Black Friday sale and bought a year’s worth subscription of PlayStation Plus. I also bought one game on sale, Peaky Blinders: Mastermind. My husband egged me on to buy both. Hahaha! He said he’ll play the game whenever he’s free. I feel like a need a bigger TV because the words look pretty small from the couch but that’s the least of my priorities.

I managed to record two Let’s Plays as well as seen from the two previous posts. One of it is a continuation of my Call of Duty playthrough, which got abandoned five months ago due to work. Another is a new playthrough I embarked on and the game is no other than the new one I bought.

I also realised that I had previously bought many games but had not touched them. Kwang kwang kwang.

I still can’t really turn my neck. I don’t know if it’s the fear of feeling pain or if I actually do feel pain if I just turn. My neck does feel tense most times and it’s exhausting because I haven’t had a chance to lie flat on the bed.

And recently, it’s itching up a lot. Sometimes, it itches so much that it’s just painful because I can’t scratch it.

I digressed again.

Now I’m not even sure what’s the point of this post. Hahaha!

Okay, let’s just wrap this up. I think I’m making a lot of mistakes with my Dracaena, sadly. Does that mean I don’t have green fingers? Maybe not naturally. That just means I will need to read more and learn from my mistakes, as well as work on my techniques, especially troubleshooting techniques. I think it’s better to admit faults and learn from them. It can’t always be as magical as getting everything perfect the first time round. I will have to be patient and persevere with my Dracaena. How my heart bleeds for them.

Looking pretty bad. I’m pretty upset. Hopefully, I could still turn things around.

And Allah is Al-Waali, The Governor. – MM