In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
I think I have soldiered on quite long enough that my body has finally broken down.
Caught the stomach flu bug and the discomfort and pain that come with it simply sucks.
Feels like my entire body is going through purgatory.
Eating and purging until I have lost a kilo or two.
I think I might need to extend MC tomorrow. I still don’t feel so good.
Life is alright but it is work and people that piled on unnecessary stress on me.
I do not feel inclined to elaborate on it. I rather regroup my thoughts and emotions and concentrate on recovering in good time. I do not know how I ended up being more busy than I planned to be.
But I am busy with everything else other than NH21. This really is amazing. Life has been throwing so many curveballs at me that I do not feel guilty for neglecting NH21.
Maybe I do now, a little, considering I have compromised my health to a certain extent.
Hopefully, the bug will leave me soon and I can continue my hustle for barakah.
Life without blessings is so empty. How could someone put in a poor shift at work, extend unnecessarily, and be happy with their output and income? That additional money has no blessings at all. It will just leave you more quickly than you can say “Bye!” to me.
Okay, I accidentally ranted out a portion of my stress.
Anyway, I am going to take a little break from my drive and get back on it once I am ready to go.
I might be meeting up with LEE-Rocka this Friday to work on reviving SMC.
Okay, apparently, even as I am on MC, I have been working on making appointments and bookings and organising stuff.
I should get a medal for my hardworkingness.
Okay, I am feeling pain now. Gonna catch a break. BYEEEEEEE!
And Allah knows best. – MM