Too Hard, Too Soon; I Ramble: 21 February 2021

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.

I think I need to bestow a nickname upon Lee1 to differentiate him from Lee2.

I met Halal Hustler (H Hustler) yesterday to talk about reviving SMC. I realised yesterday as well that we would have known each other for about three years now.

We were not all business. It was like a long overdue catch-up session as friends. He had told me before I will always be his numero uno in the business. His advice for me is to demand more out of myself and my life, even if that means engaging in productive arguments with my life partner in order to better my life.

I have started to wonder if Allah has sent G Hustler and H Hustler my way to tell me something or if my role in their lives is perfunctory; simply to help them. I have not figured out His Wisdom. There are some parallels to the both of them and their life stories. I have a twin thing with H Hustler and I have a twin thing with G Hustler.

I really do not know what His intentions are. Maybe I am missing something. Maybe I have missed out on a lot of things.

All I know for now is I am deeply grateful to have the two beautiful souls who care about what I am going through and what I have to go through.

On an entirely different note, I think I may have pushed myself too hard. I entered a relapse into the stomach flu last night.

I just need to get through work today. I will be off again tomorrow. Please let me be alright.

Dei Gratia. – MM

Author: Baeda

Born 1989. Female. Metropolitan Muslimah. Songstress. Teacher in the Early Childhood Care and Education sector in Singapore. Gooner since the signing of Mesut Özil on 2 September 2013. We won two back-to-back FA Cups since. Made my first trip to the Emirates on 10 May 2015 followed by my first home game against Swansea City on 11 May 2015, which we lost 0-1.

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