In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Many days, I do not know what being a wife is all about.
Some days, I do not know whether I am doing it right.
Certain days, I do not know what a marriage is.
Most days, I just do what I think I am able to do.
Nowadays, I just do my best and leave it all to Him.
Suffice to say, I always feel like an inadequate wife. Knowing that, I am still trying to sort myself out. But it is always hard when you have take on a little bit more than your traditional gender duties.
It is tiring. But then again, everything is tiring in this world.
And Allah knows best. – MM
Metropolitan Muslimah 