Burnt Out or Depressed?; I Ramble: 11 January 2022

In the name of Allah, The Beneficent, The Merciful.

I was not productive at all today and I absolutely dread having to turn up early for work tomorrow at 9.30am. Ugh.

I feel so tired all the time. I slept until midday but I still do not feel like I have had enough rest. I am just sluggish and heavy all of the time. My interests of singing and playing the piano did not spark any joy in me today. I did a little and then gave up on it almost immediately because I just was not up for it.

I do not know if I am just burnt out from long days at work since the start of the year or if I am just depressed. If I am burnt out, I need more time than just a day to get my sharpness back. If I am depressed, I know it is because my period is probably around the corner. I am already used to it being a symptom.

I kind of had to force myself to blog it out.

I did not receive the good news I was looking forward to today. Instead, I got a bad jolt unwittingly.

Sighs.

Even my prayer tree is looking shabby.

How to get into Heaven like this? 😥

And Allah is Al-Mu’min, The Infuser of Faith. – MM

Author: Metropolitan Muslimah

Born 1989. Female. Metropolitan Muslimah. Songstress. Teacher in the Early Childhood Care and Education sector in Singapore. Gooner since the signing of Mesut Özil on 2 September 2013. We won two back-to-back FA Cups since. Made my first trip to the Emirates on 10 May 2015 followed by my first home game against Swansea City on 11 May 2015, which we lost 0-1.

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