In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
I feel tired.
I feel frazzled.
A little scattered.
My body is totally aching and sick.
My mind is completely all over the place so I take back on what I said earlier — being a little scattered. Clearly, I am more than just a little scattered.
I guess that is because I do not really have time for myself. My body is pretty much falling apart on its own.
I know my body is still living but my mind is sort of dying. It has been shutting down a lot. I have not been able to actively listen and retain information. Most times I have no idea what the person is conveying to me and had to just guess my way around. It is getting pretty bad but weirdly it feels normal.
Of course, it is not something I should normalise.
I am pretty sure this sentiment is thematic throughout the many donkey years of my blog’s existence. Like what’s new? Haha!
Just a quick hello post before saying goodbye to try and get back to turning my life around for the umpteenth time. HAHA.
So long, suckers!
And Allah is Al-Kabeer, The Most Great. – MM