In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Just had a desire to blog although I do not really have any objective or story to share.
I guess, my 32nd year of living went by pretty fast and it had been pretty hectic.
A lot of ups and a lot of downs.
Said goodbyes and hellos.
I feel like I have not achieved any of my goals. Sadly. However, I am not going to beat myself up for that. I did what I could. I survived the way I could.
Do I feel like I have grown? Funnily enough, yes, I do feel that way despite not achieving my 2022 goals. I got to see a side of me that I never thought was possible — working three jobs! My goodness.
I am not sure if I get to trim it down to two because we still need to have some money rolling in.
I will have to play by ear.
Still, if there is one thing I would like to focus on is to get into the routine of waking up at 5am in the morning.
I have no choice but to do so because that is the only way I can ensure I will be punctual for my first two jobs. I really want to knock out early at night instead of sleeping late. I want to ensure that my body is properly rejuvenated, especially seeing how I am not allowing myself to have any off days.
Wake me up when September ends? Haha!
Anyway, here’s a favourite tune of mine to round up the end of my journey as a 32-year-old and to kick off my life as a 33-year-old.
I want to continue living happily. I am determined to live happily. Whatever happens, whatever comes, I will face with bravery and kindness.
Thank you, everyone, for always rooting for me and giving me the silent support I need.
May the Lord have mercy on my soul!
And Allah is Al-Haseeb, The Reckoner. – MM
Metropolitan Muslimah 