In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.

I’m finally feeling the pressures of having a wedding in less than two months. Mostly because le fiance’s health has been deteriorating, which leads to me worrying if he’s fit enough to stay at his current job and if he will have enough time to get preparations done on his end.

And after yesterday’s talk with Khairiyah, I’m supposed to buy lingerie as well. But I’m not sure if I can even get any at this point due to financial uncertainties.

And well today is the start of four consecutive morning shifts.


And Allah is always watching, Allah is always fair, Allah is always looking, and Allah is always there. – MM